02.03:026
BARBARA QUANBECK
Erasure
Snowflakes stab relentlessly
at panes of
thin glass fogged by breaths begging for your safety and return.
The snow deepens,
another blizzard ravages my mind,
nurturing unthinkable thoughts,
spawning reticent doubts.
Sixty miles away from you in isolated
desolation
with naught
in the wilderness but the weak link
of a phone line
for company.
Minutes slide into
hours, no trace of you,
nothing to do but
check hospitals and finally call in
the fatal words
of doom,
missing
person
missing
husband
missing
Native American
missing
"Indian"
and I feel
hostility
disinterest
frozen silence
but finally
convince
"to serve and protect"
to visit your workplace,
last place you were seen.
Evidence equals absence, keys in ignition, briefcase
on seat, locked doors.
Gone. No sign. No word.
Rationale now replete with
fear streaking the alleys
of my brain. Angry notions box disbelief,
nausea rollercoastering up
down my stomach,
frozen here where the wind is
my breath,
my breath the wind.
That was fourteen months ago.
I am kicking aside
your hurtful blows,
that pain you so casually
tossed at my feet
like a chewed mocassin.
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