Repair Your Mind! ... Buried Rubies by JANET I. BUCK
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JANET I. BUCK
Buried Rubies


It's a delicious rumor running
its thin band under the Evening News.
The Taliban has fled one city,
left its scar a cuticle
hanging from the battered ruins.
Defections beat the stinging sand.
Camel humps begin to smile.
Venders push a scrap of music -
buried brick of gold it was,
wasting years in closet dark,
the Hell of which I'll never know.

Several women lift their shrouds.
Burka, djellaba, sari, toga virilis -
oppression spelled so many ways,
woven in religion's cloth,
turned against identity.
Maybe we are hangers down
a rotting cast that would
have peeled its heaviness.
I have a dream of ears and necks
emancipated from a noose.

Of vinegar tongues tasting the moon,
deciphering bowls of sugarcane.
I have a dream of fleshy cheeks
turning rubies in the sun.
Skin no longer Jezebel.  
Heart no longer withered prune.
Mandolins are humming up from secrecy.  
Lids lift crust around a sore.
  I pray a shining eye remains.
That peace is more than
hope's pastiche, threads of which
will ravel when our soldiers leave.
I've had such a Hallmark life
of sequined luck and fluff parades.
Closest thing I ever stitched for Barbie Dolls -
muumuus for Hawaiian luaus
staged on spotless carpet floors.


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BARBARA QUANBECK
Erasure

Snowflakes stab
relentlessly
at panes of
thin glass fogged by breaths
begging
for your safety
and return.

The snow deepens,
another blizzard
ravages my mind,
nurturing unthinkable thoughts,
spawning reticent doubts.

Sixty miles away
from you in isolated
desolation
with naught
in the wilderness
but the weak link
of a phone line
for company.

Minutes slide into
hours, no trace of you,
nothing to do but
check hospitals
and finally call in
the fatal words
of doom,
missing
person
missing
husband
missing
Native American
missing
"Indian"
and I feel
hostility
disinterest
frozen silence
but finally
convince
"to serve and protect"
to visit your workplace,
last place you were seen.

Evidence equals absence,
keys in ignition, briefcase
on seat, locked doors.
Gone. No sign. No word.

Rationale now replete with
fear streaking the alleys
of my brain.
Angry notions box disbelief,
nausea rollercoastering up
down my stomach,
frozen here where the wind is
my breath,
my breath the wind.

That was fourteen months ago.
I am kicking aside
your hurtful blows,
that pain you so casually
tossed at my feet
like a chewed mocassin.
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