Repair Your Mind! ... Gypsies And Cabbage by MICHAEL LADANYI
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MICHAEL LADANYI
Gypsies And Cabbage


Always there was talk of death and
sickness when I'd pass by the
yellow kitchen as a child, heading
down the long hall toward the
bathroom or the side door that led
onto the driveway. Sometimes, I

would linger outside the large archway,
listening to my grandmother, mother,
several aunts and neighborhood
women, while enveloped by heavy
aromas of Hungarian kielbasa and
cabbage, potato soups with enough

paprika and garlic to roast the mouth,
thick meat pies and boiling puddings,
straining to grasp a word or two, as
they drifted into the hall in thick, hushed
tones, that stuck, then dripped, from the
walls of that solemn room like ancient

languages lost in shoddy translations,
or perhaps, they had died with the last
of their kind. They spoke like gypsies,
in fact, I believed then that a few were,
their words accented with short nods
and waving fingers. My stomach would

growl, sparking strange emotions that now
remind me of hunger and wanton sex
combined. It never failed, I would
lean too far, and quickly find myself
floating in seas of, "Isn't he so handsome!"
and, "What a smart boy!" The room would

transform, like a cunning doppelganger,
becoming a bright place of smiles and
laughter, though, I never forgot the
different worlds of that room, and now,
usually find myself most comfortable,
between those scented memories.
I am a new writer by general standards; new, as in seeking publication. I began a year ago, though, I have been writing for several. I have been fortunate enough to have had my work published in, or have work upcoming in, thirty print and online magazines and journals - Borderlands: Texas Poetry Review, AnotherSun, Red Booth Review, and others in the U.S., U.K. and Greece.

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MICHAEL LADANYI
Liquid Chiron's and Periwinkle Sound

For You
You watch tangles of dark green ivy
searching mortared crevices at the
base of the shadow-smocked, red
brick, as you walk alongside the
wall that surrounds the apartment

complex, the images of steadily
creeping, pouring vines, almost
registering in stone-deaf sight of
your unconscious eye, along

with each of your screams that had
scarred the early morning's coral
minutes. Your steps are quick

beneath a gray, sliced sky, that
looks as if it has just suffered a
stroke and now waits for bitter
tears of regret to begin their descent
of periwinkle sound. You struggle to

abandon that pining day for another
that you can taste, love, hold
without fear of unjust reprisal and
disgrace. Cool, velvet rain, begins to

fall in turning whispers that gather
on the lobes of your ears, tell you
secrets you've never wanted to know

and yet have. The drops resemble
a million patient, liquid Chiron's, as
they cross the washed street on
amber leaves, scraps of last weeks
papered headlines, in hulled out

shadows of memories you'd cored
and forgotten. You near the corner
bus stop, knowing this time you will
not turn back, the copper-salt taste

of blood and sex in your mouth
grinds this knowledge against your
teeth. As you wait for the bus, the

terrifying feeling of falling you'd felt
since the door slammed between
you and him, subsides, and for the
first time in four years, you shake
yourself awake.
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