Repair Your Mind! ... Spare Moments by DIANE PAYNE
Read More Poetry ... BARBARA F. LEFCOWITZ The Pool

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DIANE PAYNE
Spare Moments


Sit here, looking out the window,
wondering if a better mother would reattach
the clothesline instead of letting it
rest on the grass
waiting for it to be buried by leaves,
relieved to be free of laundry.

Student sends an e-mail saying she'll bring me wine,
a most appreciated gift when one lives in
a dry town, and asks if we can get high.
I think of zero tolerance. Zero tolerance,
that's all this town breeds. Still, there's my daughter.

Daughter is off with Girl Scouts. I call an unambitious student,
ask if he's interested in joining me on the twenty mile drive
to liquor store, but he coughs,
exaggerates illness, says he needs more sleep,
more food, and I feel old looking for something I shouldn't.

Temporarily free of parental duties while daughter's
at the Monster Mash, and I remain at home,
reading about writers, thinking unchristian thoughts of lust,
inebriation, recognizing the side effects of living in the Bible Belt,
teaching college students, being a mother.


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BARBARA F. LEFCOWITZ
The Pool

Once again a canvas patch
conceals the drained pool's
blue-green oval
as if it were an injured eye
whose own lid would not suffice

though in its own way it's capable
of fending off dust and grit, the chill
that would stiffen its sclerotic coat
freeze the retinal screen
on which summers replay themselves,

kids clinging to long yellow snakes,
swandivers in peacock trunks,
those who tread water
those who splash it in passing faces.
The closer winter's approach,

feathers of ice spreading to plumes
on the canvas patch, the further back
the dreaming pool will reach -
to a time when it was not yet a pool
but another hollow dug in the earth

exposing bones and cups, the tongue of a shoe.
With the deep snows that make
the canvas sag, diminishing
whatever light there may be,
dreams become more opaque

with only faint outlines
of an ancient struggle, causes, names,
effects so long forgotten it's an open
invitation to myth -
contrary to late spring's ritual opening

of that lid, the one-eyed pool
doomed to squint and stare at the flat sky,
feet of swimmers pounding its acrid fluids,
chlorine stinging
all its invisible inner folds.
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