02.07:077
DIANE PAYNE
Spare Moments
Sit here, looking out the window,
wondering if a better mother would reattach
the clothesline instead of letting it
rest on the grass
waiting for it to be buried by leaves,
relieved to be free of laundry.
Student sends an e-mail saying she'll bring me wine,
a most appreciated gift when one lives in
a dry town, and asks if we can get high.
I think of zero tolerance. Zero tolerance,
that's all this town breeds. Still, there's my daughter.
Daughter is off with Girl Scouts. I call an unambitious student,
ask if he's interested in joining me on the twenty mile drive
to liquor store, but he coughs,
exaggerates illness, says he needs more sleep,
more food, and I feel old looking for something I shouldn't.
Temporarily free of parental duties while daughter's
at the Monster Mash, and I remain at home,
reading about writers, thinking unchristian thoughts of lust,
inebriation, recognizing the side effects of living in the Bible Belt,
teaching college students, being a mother.
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