02.08:089
DAVID HARRIS
DESPAIR
You have
no mail to open;
no red light blinks its urgency
at you
signifying
somewhere,
your voice
is desired
is desirable
you sit
among last week's newspapers
amid last month's dust
accusing you
last night's dirty dishes
tables, counters, chairs, forlorn
you read
in your bathroom mirror
tendrils of limp brown hair
your cheeks
sallow nightgown that bears
signs from meals and sweat
your voice
implores: make a sandwich
sweep away the yellowed pages
your face
among Mondays, Tuesdays,
and yesterdays
you pretend
not to hear the television
the measured voice of evening news
you turn
away from births
and murders in town;
you hear
the zoo has gained a cheetah
Dow-Jones is somewhat depressed
you know
the weather will be clear but cold tonight
somewhere, there are war and famine.
your side
of that dusty mirror
in house
your bottle
of relief is empty. His eyes seem empty.
Jesus smiles from a painting on the wall;
your lips
a cigarette burns five minutes joy
its stump crumpled into threadbare carpet
you curl
on the floor
an only refuge
your sleep
dreamless behind your closed curtains
a pale winter sun just now begins
your eyes
grow heay
descend into evening
you glance
upward,
pleading
your night
a silent prayer
to the savior on the wall
you
please
may never wake.
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A piece for performance by one alone, David Harris writes stylishly about DESPAIR. Read the single lines with loud voice and the doublets with soft whisper or vice versa. The poem mimics the sounds of despair. JH
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