a poem is beyond the verbal experience of the poem

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Prasenjit Maiti is Senior Lecturer in Political Science at Burdwan University, India.
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PRASENJIT MAITI
1999

This year crawls toward Calcutta
my beloved misery 
like some tiger famished for more 
and like tongues performing acts 
I have only read in old books 
left over from dear
beloved College Street 
(my intellectual confidant) 
and not felt 
in the blood of my blood;
So do it to me, my love
help me erupt like sadness 
gagged by sadness, 
help me run the streets
naked
screaming Holy Murder
and save my dear old Calcutta
my misery and my most
triumphant defeats;
And yet you are still, still
you are yourself and not mine
(like some middle age fetish,
mindful of some girdle of chastity) 
your young swings lush 
and dangerous
in the air and water and
fire and winter of Calcutta,
and yet you are yourself and
not the years I used to know
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PRASENJIT MAITI
How I Fool My Critics

I write my fearful Indian lines 
and look up my dictionary 
for meanings that are not mine 
and the next moment I worry 
and so must I because 
I do not know what my meanings are 
do you know them, Roopsa? Roopsa
you are a name I have played with too much
to avoid sex 
but my dictionary advises me I cannot. 
ever. have sex like that, 
and so
I remember my pretentious Calcutta schools 
where figures of  speech were 
admired like women and women 
like so many pieces of legislation 
you and I and Roopsa cannot understand. 
I write my fearful Indian lines and 
can now only look up in awe 
at the great bit of nothingness 
that Roopsa and I had once, defying our
dictionary, 
accepted as nothingness
 
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