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Grieving in Peace
c2004
DIANE PAYNE


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       DIANE PAYNE
Grieving in Peace


I prefer to grieve
on the floor beneath a table
or outside stretched
upon the ground.

But, well-intentioned friends
come with pleas for me
to see a counselor and
eat dinner at their homes.


Begging I do something,
anything,
not understanding I am tired
and need to be inactive.

I want to sink beneath the tables,
lie in the dirt, drink until morning,
and grieve until the loss evolves
slowly into a timid strength.

Alcohol that is not usually kept in the house
because I will impulsively drink every drop,
now whispers greetings for me to enter
those dangerous zones of long lost spirits.

And friends will call
and display horror, disgust
when asking, "Have you been drinking?"
Powerless, they sigh, "Oh no."

Never understanding how that despair
and wine are so painfully short-lived,
nor how comforting it is to let my tears fall
while driving along that hard paved road.
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Filling in Last Clues
c2004
RICHARD FEIN



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       RICHARD FEIN
Filling in Last Clues


The bottom left was unfinished.
Usually it was all done in an hour,
neatly and in ink.
But he never finished high school,
for he was the oldest child,
and my grandparents could hardly pay the rent, 
so his wages became dollars per hour instead of A's and B's.

He was a cloth cutter, saved, 
started a business, was called to war, survived, 
drove a cab, started a new business, eked out a profit, 
and supported my mother, my sisters and me.
He was called Sol, 
a star in my eyes, 
but actually short for Solomon, the indeed wise.

Even in battle he carried a dictionary,
for there were always new words to learn.
When I was little, my sisters and I would giggle,
when we'd overhear him reciting funny-sounding words.
Years later, I also recited some Shakespeare.
He'd do the New York Times crossword every evening,
a kind of daily devotion.
But the bottom left of the last one was unfinished.
After those final days 
I filled in the lower left boxes.
It was my prayer of mourning.
It took me an entire day,
and I used pencil and made many messy erasures.
But I wasn't finished. 
One final clue needed solving.
Under the ACROSS column I added this clue -
What Solomon was -

And under the puzzle boxes I drew more boxes
and filled in the answer:
S-C-H-O-L-A-R.
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RICHARD FEIN
c2004
All Night Talk Radio


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       RICHARD FEIN
All Night Talk Radio


Those who hear disembodied voices are mad,
or are they sane and the voices mad,
or both or neither?
Can you hear them whispering 
all that you or I are afraid to whisper?
I can,
the hearer of mad voices, the mad hearer of voices,
the mad hearer of mad voices.
The voices command think the unthinkable.
The maddest voices shout,
"Do All Night Talk Radiomething now."
"Obey."

I hear voices,
disembodied ones, every night.
Static electric charges radiate from a little box,
and penetrate my ears,
entering my ever vigilant brain.
They speak the unspeakable
The cenAll Night Talk Radior is still alert, but tiring.
Always more voices slip through; 
it's in the air.
The same things said in different voices,
or is it all said with one voice?
And every All Night Talk Radiound is scratchy, and in the background--Muzak,
as filters fail and channels lose their distinctions.
I am alone.
I am alone in my bed.
I am alone in my bed listening,
along with others alone in their beds listening
to others alone in their beds with nothing to say
and no one to say it to
All Night Talk Radio they say it all, anonymously, and unabashedly.
But who cares to listen? I.
Before me scales the do-re-mi of a mad world.
I can hear it all, 
and All Night Talk Radioon I will obey,
must obey.
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