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ROBERT JOE STOUT
The Divorced Father of Four Tells His Children About Relationships
bobstout@journalist.com
The Divorced Father of Four Tells His Children About Relationships
You want a place where you can see
In all directions, a place to let your feelings
Disembark and stretch, like passengers
Who need to straighten out the kinks
And wrinkles of a too-demanding trip,
Forget the object of their journey
And get back to who they are--or were.
That's love sometimes, just being who
You need to be, not asking
--Not giving, really. Once, on a mountainside,
I heard a chortling--a bird,
I thought, then realized it was a man
Sitting on a stump, tears pouring
From his eyes. "What's wrong?"
I asked. He shook his head, laughing
So hard some finches in the bog rosemary
Began to caw. "Tripped," he said.
"Lost everything--wallet, glasses, all my keys--"
He wiped his face. "My wife, she's gone,
My kids, I've nothing left I thought, then suddenly
It opened up
" What opened up? He laughed
At me, a glee so intimate I felt it creep
Along my spine. "Me, just me and what I feel!"
What do you feel? I backed away.
He blinked as though amazed, then said,
"Given all these years of feeling what others wanted me
To feel--or shouldn't feel, or couldn't feel, I
"
He touched my hand. "Here's what I feel.
I feel that if I wanted I could fly."
Love is atman--energy--and constant change,
There all the time. There, but not perceptible
Until one stops and breathes, just breathes
It in and feels things change inside
And out. Change and keep on changing
--That's the rub. You feel so much
Your being can't contain it all
--It's scary out there flying--
Till finally you find footholds, comfort,
Rest
then wonder where it went
For it's not what it was, it's changed
And you feel lost. Instead of fighting
To hold on, let go. Let go of who?
And why? and what? and breathe, just breathe.
Reach out and feel what fingers now can touch.
Copyright 2006, ROBERT JOE STOUT, all rights retained |
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