| "I had many things to write, but I will not with ink and pen write unto thee..." POETRYrepairs v07.09:099 |
![]() BACK | HOME SUBSCRIBE
| VALERIE MACEWAN Nettie Nettie sits, propped up in a lounge chair surrounded by pillows, afghans, and live oak, I sit on the ground, my hands in my lap, sunglasses off. I look up at my mother, see the sun bounce off her face. .... and when I grow old, I will live in a castle on top of a mountain which is surrounded by water. I will have everything in the world that I wish to eat with salt and pepper, garlic, and ice cream, always, always, homemade ice cream with peaches, and toffee and caramels. I?ll have one of every kind of dog in the world and horses, yes horses, white horses, Arabians, running free on the beach below. Swimming in the sea.... horses swimming in the sea. Everyone who lives in my castle and everyone who lives in my castle will love me. They will want to be with me. I will never be alone and music will come from everywhere. All music.... opera, symphonies.... and some swing, yes, we?ll have Glenn Millers Band in the evenings. Violins, sopranos, vaudevillians, clowns, amusing me. They will make us laugh because they want to, not because someone pays them. I will be the center of attention. We will all want to be together. I?ll have a birthday party every day and cake, and ice cream, and presents and everyone will laugh. They will want to be with me. I will never be alone, not for one minute. And you?ll be there, won't you. You?ll be there and you?ll hold my hand until I fall asleep. You?ll still be holding my hand when I wake up. You won't let me be alone, you will want to be with me. You won't want me to live in one room, and sleep in a bed with steel rails and make me eat things I don't like. Nurse.... I don't want to go back now.... I want to stay with her.... Nurse, nurse, let her stay. Don't make her go.... please. The Oxford English Dictionary defines REPAIR: Concourse or confluence of people at or in a place; resort, frequent or habitual going; making one's way; to arrive; to dwell; to heal, to cure, to recover; to renew; (AND!) to fix to original condition. In each sense, www.poetryrepairs.com |
| "Poetry endangers the established order in the soul." poetryREpairs v07.09:099 |
| BACK | HOME SUBSCRIBE
|
| "Repair Your Mind...Read More Poetry!" poetryrePAIRs v07.09:099 |
|
BACK | HOME SUBSCRIBE
| SUZANNE SCARFONE Looking I haven't looked like myself for a long time a kind of unblinking startled look surprises my blue eyes I seem worn and alone but you have never stared into a mirror for twelve years it's been one colorful paradise it's not hard to sleep and you don't need to remember your dreams roses and fields and melon leaves and lemons on counters show up everywhere and sometimes the day sweats into a peach-tinged mist where the sun bleeds pink through the icy sky and melts into an ocean wet with other inky lives you taste crumbling sugar in everything you eat and real joy is noisy and painted and windy riding a bike at night and walking by yourself with nowhere in mind and answering the spinning and reeling of your body with yelps and jumps and when I talk to you you don't hear me only the drumming insistence of your heart and flesh the sounds of your boyhood pull you into the urgency of breathing and looking and moving but lately you seem to sense that maybe I do not live in this same whirl and that's why I talk so much more than you and your desire to run and run and never come back seems frantic will it be that tomorrow morning you will slowly wake pale and warm and wrap yourself in the white worn blanket and look into the mirror and stand still and say "I don't look like myself" and without raising your yellow- blue eyes ask "do I" poetryREpairs.com seeks volunteer editors to expand poetryREpairs via "language specific" subdomains; for example: fr.poetryrepairs.us to create a network of truly 'Contemporary' and 'International' sites. If you are fluent in a language other than English and you wish to help, please edit a one or two poems; send the poems and a paragraph 'about you' to editor@poetryrepairs.zzn.com . |
www.poetryrepairs.com v07.09:099 site navigation |
|
BACK | HOME SUBSCRIBE
|