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MARIE KAZALIA Suicide and a movie 'Suicide is a disease of singularity and selfhood' - William H. Gass, The World Within the Word The most disturbing part of my hallucinated memory returns to me swimming black out of that moist cold haze of intoxication recalled. He confessing feelings in cryptic entrapping euphemisms. She offering counter explanations, causing her to realize her vulnerable condition in a flash of deep insight, as s he causes him to see what his feelings disguised from his inner vision, until just then-- her fragile state of mind His concern. Words in blind void heard No lip movement. Could not see him telling me how I looked like the woman in the Bukowski film 'tales of Ordinary Madness.? My toughness really vulnerability Disconnected from those controls placed on others by general society Like her, with no one--not even her one true love able to really understand her individuality, her need to be a free full person, regardless that shes female And how the world thinks of her as that-- female only. Men wanting to use her body, her love to make themselves feel good about themselves Not her, no one to make her feel good no other woman befriending, always judging with calculated envy. She the most vulnerable to suicide
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