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JANUARY 10

	moving toward 
	50 degrees walking
	to the metro. Other
	years the false
	spring lured, a lover
	too charismatic, 
	even knowing
	his past than the
	ones with good 
	records. I was the
	girl who wanted
	only Daimlers and
	Aristocrats, no
	Chevy, no Toyota


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RAGE EVEN AFTER BALLET

	the stink of his words,
	I can't pirouette:
	they're stones, 
	not blood in my
	body. Rage clots,
	a stone baby
	I've been 
	pregnant with 13
	years. The bigger it
	grows, the more
	it tears up, suffocates
	until nothing 
	normal people do 
	is possible
	


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16TH BIRTHDAY PARTY DRESS

locked over, for months
under boxes under boxes.
Someone was search

and the cotton, there
the deep rose of
her name, my name.

So I can wear what I
wore, waist cinched. So
I have that silhouette.

Forget the rest, the
texture of dreams,
how it was my

best color. How too 
little now has color.
Rose, the deepest.

How I splotched
mascara on it, the
midnight in me,

the darkest heart

2.

How it was the near, nearly
antique, color of flanged 
beads. Or really, the 
raspberry held in it's the
pocket of a young girl on
a death camp marsh.
"Flanged," I'd like the word
better with a soft "g" 
sound the way I wanted to
change my name to Gitana,
gypsy but had to have the "g"
sound like "j,"  soft, a
quilt. The dress was lost
when my mother left the 
last time. When I step 
into its rose, gone 
and back but is the same,
how it held me seems
as familiar as some
hands could be

2.

getting the poison out

someone was looking for
a way to do it, someone
in my clothes. She looked
like me and her cat was
as jumpy. She tried to 
watch the geese, the
goslings. Instead, dread
was like a shawl she 
pulled tighter. He could
just fall asleep, heard
nothing. She is drowning
in paper, in clothes
stuffed so tight in the
closet what's there is lost. 

That's the way it seems
about too much,
the stacks of paintings,
the clothes as mask. 

She is the blues
dancing with blackness,
indelible, starless

2.

like earth's plates sliding
over each other, something
that never was or was
camouflaged is for a
heartbeat, the world.

The metro lull shakes
chips loose, a phrase. If 
there's a meaning, you
don't know, can you
kiss it? Can you dance
with it in a whirl skirt
of ashes? Will it make a
poem, a breath, a heartbeat?


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