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JANELLE H. Rodgers
Pinky Promise 			
	
	The caption spelled it in my swift scrawl. 
	Your two week-old grip 
	Grasping at his pinky 
	And yet 
	If you knew to ask, 
	Would you reach for more? 

--- ABOUT JANELLE H. Rodgers ---

I am Southern through and through -- born in Mississippi, educated in South Carolina and Kentucky, and currently residing in Tennessee.

REPAIR: Concourse or confluence of people at or in a place; resort, frequent or habitual going; making one's way; to arrive; to dwell; to heal, to cure, to recover; to renew; (AND!) to fix to original condition. Oxford English Dictionary
"Poetry endangers the established order in the soul."
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PERSUASIVE ESSAY easily belongs among the most elemental tools of poetry writing. Clearly in writing cover letters that support the importance of your manuscript; but, also in reconsidering what the poem or poet has or has yet to accomplish. In some reguard the formulas given in CORRELI's essay helps a poet to pare down and focus a poem written for a particular purpose.
JANELLE H. Rodgers
I Don't Own a Video Camera: I'm a Poet

I write poetry to freeze my daughter in time. Her growing up is inevitable. I can't even keep her in the same clothes for one season before her toes start creeping over the edge of her flip flops and her belly button pokes out between her shirt and her ever-shortening shorts. And while she grows out of the toddler clothes section and eases seamlessly into the girl's section, my buggy is filling up with a rack of fears, a package of hopes, a few bottles of aspirations, some worries on clearance, and enough love for me to get a second cart. I started to reach for the price check button in a panic, and found poetry instead.

Yes, poetry.

While my daughter slept one night in the next room, I sat in the rocking chair I used to put her to sleep in when she was a baby, and pulled out an old notebook. I unloaded my buggy on the page. The way her eyes squeezed shut when she blew hard on candles or dandelions, the one dimple on the left side that is deeper than the one on the right, the way she has all of her daddy's dark features and my blue eyes, all wound up on the page. And while I scribbled what she looked like at a certain time, or some behavior, I put my reaction to it. I unloaded the fear, the worry, the hope, the aspirations and dreams. Beep, beep, beep, check, check, check. It all went down the conveyor belt and over the scanner of being a parent.

I stayed up several hours, loving these images, recalling them like the pictures in the albums stacked in the living room, and others framed on the walls. But those still photographs weren't enough to capture the movement of her splashing in the bathtub, the pitch of her laughter or her wheezing breath when she slept.

Poetry let me take the snapshots. I could stand behind the lens of being her mother, focus on her and take the picture, and when I looked over them, who she was, my feelings towards her became real, dimensional.

Armed with a pencil, I cut out words in the notebook, filled the blank space on the page, read the poems aloud to capture the rhythm, the feel, and I could see her come alive. I cropped and added color, honed in on one feature and shaded another with black and white. What had been a bulky collage of words in a notebook transformed into a collection, a refined scrapbook, a slow moving collage starring my daughter.

Now, we are settled into the girls section, happily shopping without any transitions. Rolls of film stay stashed next to the camera and disposable ones are in a hand's reach in the car. Yet, I keep a scribble pad in my bag, in the car, in a kitchen drawer, so that I'll be able to unload onto the page when irrational fear tries to tip over a moment of blowing bubbles in milk. I'll be able to capture the dream as she squats to examine a bug, or when she leaps at some last chance to fly off the diving board. Next year, we go to kindergarten. School pictures will fill up my albums, and I am sure I will fill more than a notebook on those days. But I have found that poetry captures the instance, the blue light specials, the images of the moment, and flipping through the pages of the notebook is a motion picture in itself. But, I don't own a video camera. I'm a poet.



-copyright THE AUTHOR---

LINDA CORRELI is a staff writer of Go2Essay.com - custom Essay Writing Help. She specializes in essay writing of argumentative essays, persuasive essays, narrative essays, and descriptive essays.

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RALPH MONDAY
The Devil's Makeup			

Up the long wooden stair, bubbles
In my head I
tread toward the Circe
Sound, a hound
in heat, I never miss
A beat.

Five times I
turn to leave; three times
I momentarily
grieve; twice I self scold. 

Then I am told
by the angel riding my shoulder
To take heart,
ascend the boulder.

Which I do,
fearless fool, feeling the
Throbbing tool
in my head that leads
Me instead
into the dark bar.
One black
beer, barkeep.

The foam on
the edge like seawaves at night;
The tongue
cool glistens, pounding drone:
Some unknown
music a still tone
That beckons
the long belighted dawn

A century
away. Till I find her black sleekness,
A German
torpedo, stiletto cool, heat seeking
The steel plates,
buttery turned gaze, a half
Remembrance of
Odyssean sirens.

I know better
than this--still, but one kiss
That
undermined Troy, a toy best left unplayed.
Made that
decision with modern music, Stones,
A mind phone
without conscious connection.

She wore the
Devil's makeup: hair like a blistered
Dream, skin
creamed by too many nights, various
Personal
fights, puppies stuck through her top
Swirled by the
black mop of shattered dreams.

I approached
and said hello.
She didn't say
no. Smiled the Eden tree.
We touched
fingers, shared a drink.
The night,
would of course, be a disaster.

After I would
try to forget.
Pray and pray,
cherish my idols.
However in the
beginning is the ending.
All I thought
of was Dante cycles.

previously published on poetryREpairs MM.02:016

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